For those of you who have been following what has been going on with me, I do have a few updates.

First of all, for those of you who were following my problem, which I wrote about in the last blog, what happened was that while I did get my stolen video game back, in my opinion, justice was not served. What happened was that my husband and I called the local police (nonemergency number) and while I filled out a report concerning the stolen game, Jeff filled out a report concerning everything else which happened to myself and our cavy Alucard.

Unfortunately, the only charge that we were told would stick would be the one for the stolen video game - the other charges would not stick, which sucks, because that means that Noemi Diaz got away with animal cruelty.

What started all of this was that my husband found out that my video game had been traded in by Noemi Diaz, under her fiance John D.'s account.

When the officer went to question them about it, Noemi CONFESSED to the whole thing TO THE OFFICER'S FACE. However, because it was John D.'s name on the account and NOT hers, HE would have gone to jail, NOT her. Not only that, but in my opinion, while John D. DID cooperate with the officer and helped to get my stolen video game back, he did the wrong thing by choosing NOT to prosecute Noemi Diaz.

Because of this, my husband and I were forced to drop the charges. In my opinion, it wwas more to me than just getting back my stolen video game. I wanted justice for my miscarraige (I miscarried twins at 12 weeks of development that same day), the attempts on both Jeff's and my lives, the justice for the stolen video game, AND justice for what was done to our pet Alucard.

The fact that the only charge that we could get to stick would have proscecuted an innocent man is, in my opinion, an injustice. I think that Noemi's open confession to the officer SHOULD have been SOLID EVIDENCE THAT SHE DID IT and she should have been proscecuted BASED ON THAT CONFESSION, but that is only my thoughts on the whole matter.

I will never, ever forgive Noemi Diaz for all that she had done to me, but at the same time, I will not hate her either - instead, what I am going to do, is to just work on healing my emotional damages caused by what happened.

There is something which I did not want to say, but I feel now that I should, because you all should know, and that is the fact that because of what Noemi did, I am suffering mentally - seriously mentally - but I am overcoming (very slowly) that which I am now suffering from. Right now, all my focus is on my own recovery.

Although I have moved on from what happened to me, I'm also, unfortunately, stuck with some problems, which I need to slowly overcome. According to my husband, from his own observations of me, he said that what I am suffering from, is most likely PTSD, or post-traumatic stress disorder, from everything that was done.

I've already decided that I'm not going to let this thing overcome me and am fighting what is apparently PTSD (according to my own internet research), with the intent of beating it. So far, I have decided to use metaphysical means to treat myself and while I am getting slowly better, I also have a very long recovery time ahead of me.